Sunday, February 26, 2006
been some times..
11:29 AM /
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It has been sometime since i last blog...tml is OS exam..and i am not in any mood of study...just feel like talking..but no one is online..or i shld say all my frienz are busy studying...kelvin is sleeping..all busy with their own life...
One year anni for my dar and me is coming..thursday..the last day of my exam also...i am so looking forward for that day to come...we have been thru quite alot in this 1 yr...many many bu shuang..many many xiang bu kia..but i always held on to her tightly...i just cant bear to let her go...i really love her alot...nothing can describe how much i love her...
U guys keep saying that i am a useless guy..in terms of relationship...saying that i shld not love her too much or watever..but do u guys understand how i feel? i am not useless...i just wan to give my best to her..i just wan to be my best to her...i dun 1 to regret..get what i mean? what is the point of loving her when u dun give ur best? so if u guys are thinking of not giving ur best to ur gf, u deserve to be heartbroken and regret in the end...
ytd nite, i feel sad..chatted with julian..as usual..he always asked me to think in a better perspective.. to think in a positive way that everything will be alright...and i always listen to him..to think that everything will be alright today...but..i am being ignore ( bu li ) by her again..i dunno wat to do...i feel like crying..but i must control my tears...i dunno how long i can hold them..
was planning to go to ph hsu to study de..but really dun have the mood to go anywhere..just wan to fa dai...like wat i did the entire nite ytd...
u are already a part of me..i cannot imagine my life without u..i am sorry that i made u angry last nite due to my stupidness..i really dunno that it will resulted in wat isit now..i am sorry..pls dun ignore me..
One year anni for my dar and me is coming..thursday..the last day of my exam also...i am so looking forward for that day to come...we have been thru quite alot in this 1 yr...many many bu shuang..many many xiang bu kia..but i always held on to her tightly...i just cant bear to let her go...i really love her alot...nothing can describe how much i love her...
U guys keep saying that i am a useless guy..in terms of relationship...saying that i shld not love her too much or watever..but do u guys understand how i feel? i am not useless...i just wan to give my best to her..i just wan to be my best to her...i dun 1 to regret..get what i mean? what is the point of loving her when u dun give ur best? so if u guys are thinking of not giving ur best to ur gf, u deserve to be heartbroken and regret in the end...
ytd nite, i feel sad..chatted with julian..as usual..he always asked me to think in a better perspective.. to think in a positive way that everything will be alright...and i always listen to him..to think that everything will be alright today...but..i am being ignore ( bu li ) by her again..i dunno wat to do...i feel like crying..but i must control my tears...i dunno how long i can hold them..
was planning to go to ph hsu to study de..but really dun have the mood to go anywhere..just wan to fa dai...like wat i did the entire nite ytd...
u are already a part of me..i cannot imagine my life without u..i am sorry that i made u angry last nite due to my stupidness..i really dunno that it will resulted in wat isit now..i am sorry..pls dun ignore me..