i don't want this to be the last..

work work...

2007-03-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

been so long since i last blog..long untill blogger must send me a link to activate my blogger account lolx~~

anyway, exams over and working part time now..boring, my job is only for the wkend..when people are having fun and relaxing, i am working..even though thats only 2 days of work per week, but the feeling is just not good...on top of that...i have a feeling that this Essential Venture company is gonna delay my pay...damn it....first told me i will get my pay at begining of april..den change to may..den now change back april...i think i gonna take my first and last pay on april and get the hell out of the company...

what i working as? LG promoter -_-"..

apparently, Lg engaged this Essential Venture for their events and there am i -_-" .... LG phones is super hard to sell~!!!
Consumer choice of phone in ranking

1.Nokia
2.SE
3.Samsung
4.Motorola
5.LG

its a freaking last choice... their phone sucks in features and it also sucks in price(expensive), and they always cliam that they are targeting people with style ...bull shit... in Singapore, u think people will folk out more for a phone with lesser features den what they can get from other brand that has more features and cheaper?~~ crap -_-"... anyway i shall stop my complaints here...

Went to interview to be a motorola promoter~ they pay higher den my current LG and also can get lots of commission~ nevertheless, motorola is easier to sell den LG... so hopefully, i will hear from them by the end of this week bah~~

nxt wk is going to be an eventful week, going charlet with my dar and also its her bday... dunno what stun she is gonna do on her bday.. -_-"

i am out now~~

Goals For 2007!

2007-01-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 2007 to everyone!! 2006 seems to pass so fast... guess we are all busy... lets recap what had happened in 2006

-Been through FYP and Attachment
-Score both As in FYP and Attachment => i am proud of this~
-Bought my life first laptop
-Failed my 2.4 and pull ups LOLX
-Many family issues
-Many bgr issues
-Most of my best frienz in life went to the ARMY
-Made new frienz ( Alvin, Bryan, Soon Guang, Zhi Hong, Jing song, Han Yu and several others? )
-Saving up for a nice watch for my gf and recieved a nice spec from her in return
-Ate many plates of mix vege rice -_-" ( its still going on..as i am still broke now..zzz)
-Learn how to cherish my family more
-Cried many times...
-Becoming fatter and fatter zzz
-and many more.....

Lets look forward to a better 2007!!! Gonna be enlist to NS soon guys~ all the best to u fellow frienz who are going to chiong~~

Of cuz there must be goals also for 2007~~

Here are mine:

1. Health : More excerise to DETOXIFY my body. Get more sleeps. Pass my 2.4 myself before going into the NS! Correct my walking posture. Have a clear mind at all times...good metal fitness. Join a dragonboat team=> guess this is the only thing which will guide me to get into a better shape.EAT LESS MEAT!!! argh~~ i really eat alot of meat...my mix vege rice will only consist of vege now!

2. Productivity: Slack less and work more. No more gaming till late nights! as this will lead to lesser slp and poorer health. Put in more effort in school. ( for this 2 month more times! ) Try my best to pick up new skills in a shorter time.

3. Contribution: Help out more in the family. Help my mum do house chores whenever i have some time to spare. Buy supper for my family when i have cash to spare after outings. If possible, help out in the old folk home. Nevertheless, help my frienz whenever possible.

4. Personal Stuff: Spend more time with my family and friends. Learn to drive. Learn how to play the guitar from Julian. Manage my time. Control my anger ( i really wan to do this). Take things easy at times. Learn to praise people at times. Tolerate my mum nags. Stop destorying things when i am angry. Seek out opportunities to earn money. Save enough to buy a car? lolx~~

alright thats about all i can think of at the moment~~ tagbox is back online leave a tag if u wish~

its wet all over!

2006-12-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

Been raining quite hard recently~~ woke up in the morning but the sky is still so dark~ makes me wanna go back to slp again lolx..hope will stop raining soon...if not it will be troublesome to go out...but nvm~ my dear has a Disney Cutie Umbrella!!!! and 1 part of the umbrella already spoilt liaoz -_-".. luckily still managed to use it yesterday... we went to eat dim sum at SunShine plaza yesterday again, the dim sum there is really great!! the price is also afforable and they are not stingy on ingredients. Go try it when u have time~ opens at 10am daily~

ya..its holidaY!! and also xmas and new year celebration!! this year, got quite a few invitation from people, haha but sorry guys..have to turn u guys down..as my dear uncle has invited me over to her house~ woot..will be buying a log cake over, any suggestion for a nice log cake?~~

on the other hand..even though its a nice 2 week holiday...but we projects to handle as well...j2ee...eai...and entreprenership...sux man...have not start any coding yet...everything is like hanging in the mid air...yucks..dun like this feeling... cannot imagine myself not getting enough sleep for projects again...never have this since FYP finished~~~must try to chiong as must as possible during the holiday liaoz..if not sch start = chaos!~~

To LowLiang: good luck in the police force~ dun forget ur brudder me~ i still owe u money~ LOLx ( u get forget abt this money part )

toothache..

2006-12-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

having tooth ache now...the last teeth on my second row is shaky...kinda like falling off soon...its time i visit the dentist...been sometime since i last visited one..time to clean up!! and filled up holes in my teeth!! with those black colour thingy..whats that call?...can any1 tell me where to find cheap dentist? i am intending to go Toa Payoh Poly Clinic that dentist~ hopefully gov de not so ex..

anyway no school today.. but still have to complete my logistic report...@#$@%^#!@# below pic describe my mood!

you and me

2006-11-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

张敬轩~断点

2006-10-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

白色风车

2006-09-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

i need help...

2006-08-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

....who can help me?....no one understand me.....i feel so sad...so depress...so stress...but i still put on a smile on my face whenever i see u guys...i dunno how to describe my feelings to u guys...i am suffering from mental problems and depression......

i am like a ball...

2006-07-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

harlow...~ ~ ~ i am like a ball....being kicked around...~ ~ ~ world cup over already....but i still kana kick.......

nice sad song..

2006-06-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

最近-李圣杰

你最近不说话怎么了为什么
是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

哎~~我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

nice mtv and song

2006-06-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

This is a nice sad song by fan yi chen~~ now den i noe that the song is written by F.I.R~ no wonder got that kind of F.I.R kick in it~ lolx~~enjoy..~~

yeaH~~

2006-06-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

lalala~~~ as promised, i gonna blog today.... so long nv blog le....and also been blogging abt sad stuffs...~~

y i "yeah~~" in the title lei...simple, cuz my dar finally back to normal after around 1 month of chaos~~!!!! pure chaos.... =(

lolx...shall not elaborate abt the details...anyway, we are back to normal now and hopefully our relationship is moving into a more better phrase...after all these we been through..and me not going to let go of u..~ no matter what...regardless of howmuch tears i shed also...cuz u are already a part of my life...i dunno what to do if u were to leave me...haizz..~~~ lalala~~

ok~ last sat, went out with dar bro~~ wa...dao man...lolxxx first time encounter such dao person...more power den me...maybe is cuz he first time see me bah..but hor...he treats my dar dao dao de also..weird...oohhh.. he is 14 years old....yaya... in that puberty stage..so tend to be more dao..~~ isit ar? this is what u told me rite dar? lolx.... we went to watch garfield 2, an ok movie...garfield 1 seems to be better den 2~~ but anyway, through out the show, i keep dou meow dar's brother...see whether he got laugh or not... lucky got...lolx..i was thinking will he dao untill nothing can make him laugh...ok..he is normal!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!

After watching movie, we went to eat long john silver...dar bro nv eat LJS before -_-... but this is ok to me i think...cuz when i think back, my first time eating LJS was in sec 1~~ those were the days when i treat kelvin to eat LJS with me so as to tempt him to go hang out with me every friday after school~~ LOLX~~~ and he nv failed to hang out with me...cuz of that LJS -___-

After eating, we decided to go back home~ so i went to dar home~~ den i hlp her fixed her com... i took out the ram chip and graphic card~~ den use eraser to rub rub the gold metal part~ so as to clean and reduce statis of the chips~~and dar was there asking..."what is this ar?" " what u doing?" lolxx...so cute...wan to eat u~~ lolxx..... ok below are a photo taken at dar house~ we take quite a few~ but we both agreed that this is the best~ so i gonna post it...~~~ stop here~~~ maybe tml will blog abt FYPJ~~~ SIANZ ARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes there are things, that we shld just act dunno...

2006-06-07T08:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes things are not meant for us to see and know...if we happen to see and know abt it...be sure to act dunno...the " thing" creator wont one us to noe in the first place...

Ni Na Me Ai Ta

2006-05-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Thanks to the person who upload this video to youtube

如果你还爱我

2006-05-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

如果你还爱我

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过
也许对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆
我带着一颗沉重的心走了
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过
但是对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆
难道早已注定
不能真正拥有你
当我真心付出一切
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我表白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到你不在属于我
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪默默的离开
难道早已注定
不能真正拥有你
当我真心付出一切
是为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我表白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到你不在属于我
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪默默的离开
我只能含着眼泪默默的离开

sometimes...

2006-05-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

after changing my blog skin for several times...i still return back to the blogger default template...even though it look simple, but i still like it~ lolx~~anyway dun think that any1 will read my blog de.. so there goes the tag box ( bye bye~~ u empty box.. ).. if u happy to stumble upon my blog~ and u desperately wanna scold me or whatever~ u can just add a comments to my post bah...zzZzz

Ipp is ending soon...1 week and mM..3 days left..~~wahAha.. finally...even though i will be going back to sch for my FYPJ~ but i think it is still better to rot in school with frienz..den in this small little office with onli 5 people -_-.. sianz..

Recently i have been thinking alot...sometimes i wonder why cant i care less about others and more towards myself...it seems that i onli noe how to give and do not noe how to take...perhaps i just wan to see people around me and i will be happy...but what about others? why cant others make me happy too?...

I am not the same me anymore..ever since that day..the inner me seems wan to get out and take over me...the last time "he" taken over me was during my lower sec days...ever since an incident happened, "he" was gone...but now "he" seems to resurface whenever i am angry...losing control myself is the worst thing i can imagine... i am a scary person..or i should say "he"....pls get lost...dun come out...

been some times..

2006-02-26T11:29:00.000+08:00

It has been sometime since i last blog...tml is OS exam..and i am not in any mood of study...just feel like talking..but no one is online..or i shld say all my frienz are busy studying...kelvin is sleeping..all busy with their own life...

One year anni for my dar and me is coming..thursday..the last day of my exam also...i am so looking forward for that day to come...we have been thru quite alot in this 1 yr...many many bu shuang..many many xiang bu kia..but i always held on to her tightly...i just cant bear to let her go...i really love her alot...nothing can describe how much i love her...

U guys keep saying that i am a useless guy..in terms of relationship...saying that i shld not love her too much or watever..but do u guys understand how i feel? i am not useless...i just wan to give my best to her..i just wan to be my best to her...i dun 1 to regret..get what i mean? what is the point of loving her when u dun give ur best? so if u guys are thinking of not giving ur best to ur gf, u deserve to be heartbroken and regret in the end...

ytd nite, i feel sad..chatted with julian..as usual..he always asked me to think in a better perspective.. to think in a positive way that everything will be alright...and i always listen to him..to think that everything will be alright today...but..i am being ignore ( bu li ) by her again..i dunno wat to do...i feel like crying..but i must control my tears...i dunno how long i can hold them..

was planning to go to ph hsu to study de..but really dun have the mood to go anywhere..just wan to fa dai...like wat i did the entire nite ytd...

u are already a part of me..i cannot imagine my life without u..i am sorry that i made u angry last nite due to my stupidness..i really dunno that it will resulted in wat isit now..i am sorry..pls dun ignore me..

diaoz diaoz diaozzz

2005-09-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

sianz...having headache now...dunno wat to say...dunno wat to do...tml last paper...haven start to study...die....die.....sobz.....

mM.... will the below happen to me if i become super ultra pekChek?

late in the nite....

2005-09-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

argh~~~ 1.21am now...and i am still up...nvm going to slp after this liaoz~~ blah haha....exam lai le...exam lai le...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thursday is the start of the exam...haven study for the first 2 paper yet...but study finish the last 3 papers liaoz...dunno howcome i like tat de...think is cuz e-come and tcp ip doesn't interest me...lolx~~ nvm...tml and wed gonna chiong finish the first 2 papers...haiz...pop*1000~~~ lolx( some1 favourite )

this few day been stress for me....everyday at home studying...din really go out...haha but today went out with dar...er...after 12 liaoz so is ytd....went to sch to wait for her to dismiss...actually wan to act attitude her de...but dunno y see her face jiu smile liaozz~~ lolx...btw...dar..u tortue me alot this time...u punch me...pinch me...and bite me(ok i got bite u 2)....seems like u are the 1 destressing ON ME~and not me destressing ON YOU!! wat logic is this...where got this kind of dar de~~~blah~~~hee...but feels good to be out with u....the onli time i nv think lot abt studies is with u....haha...finally~~something good~~lolx~~~blah... and....i wont forget...u say: " huh?! ur mp3 player cost 100+ onli ar?! " sobzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BU HAO DE!!!!!!!!!! DOOOM!!!!!!! DOOOM!!!!!!!!!! nvm....its ok... i shall wait for u to buy 1 expensive 1 de for me..!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHHAAAA..............

And lastly(another lastly)...dun "jump jump" when u read my blog....read everything!!! no skipping!!!!!!!!! BU HAO DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(mM...i put "wen rou" back since u like it~ blah)

hot day...

2005-09-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

arGH!! y isit so hot now...early in the morning still cool cool de...nvm~~ haiz..

Mm...this wk is really not my wk...lots of things happen to me...haiz...arGH!!! thinking abt it make me feel sianz again...so i shall not say bah...
ytd meet lowliang and pohhong~long time nv meet for dinner like ytd already~ feel good to get to hear u guys laughter again...really glad that we met ytd..to share our problems and joy...was talking abt the old days ytd...talking abt our last outing to sentosa( 1 yr ago ) and pictures of it all came to my mind again...we are really very very happy back den...lolx and poh hong and low liang also agree..that was really 1 of those happiest moment in this lifetime..i will nv forget it...really...all of us enjoy ourself to the fullest!!haha hope soon will have fun again bah...argh! btw...ytd was the first time i played billard...kana suan till dunno wat to say sia....nvm..i am still better in pool den u guys!!! wHAHAHHAHAHAHa!!!

just read dar blog...lolx so mani da dao li...like she have been through alot...haiz...ok la..i agree abt wat she say abt diff kind of ppl and frienz...Mm...perhaps this is wat ppl call the ugly world bah...but..without those wicked ppl there will not be any nice ppl...just like if there is no rich ppl in this world..there will not be any poor ppl in this world liaozz~~so this is the world we are living in bah~~ cannot every1 be the same de...if not jiu not fun liaoz!~~ lolx~~!!

Recently been listening to Nan Quan Ma Ma songs...so nice...~ they change members liaoz~ now there is a gal in the band...i have been listening to their "xiao shi" and "zhi zi qi shui"...1 is a sad song..the other 1 is a happy song...Mm..."xiao shi" is a nice sad song...hope i dun have to sing it bah lolx~~~ blah blah blah~~"zhi zi qi shui" is a happy song...Mm...it will be good if u listen to it when u fall for some1 secretly bah~~ haHA.... overall this is a nice album...

1 more thing is...wc just told me that....exam is starts on nxt thursday!!! not nxt nxt wk!!!! argh!! and the first module is e-com!! die la... so many to study...really have to chiong le...die die die~~~

Lastly( i also got 1 lolx ).... dar...no matter how u treat me i will still always love u de...i promise not to be angry over small little things frm now onwards...promise...so u no need to always be scare of me bah..i see u so scare of me..i also feel xin ku...like i am a monster like tat....haiz...i am not a monster la...dun scare....thx u also...to tolerate my siaoness....haHa...end here liaoz go study le...u jia you bah...

phew...

2005-09-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

alright~another wk has started..er...ok it yesterday~~had an enjoyable wk end with my dar...went to celebrate our half yr anni on friday~went to eat yuki yaki and we took nice photos together...haha...and i enlarged one of her eye~wahaAHahAha...nxt time we shld take photos using that machine again..hehe...on sat, we went to lido to catch a movie <> er...din really get most of the part of the movie lolx~~~shhhHH~~~ haha...but the movie is quite funny la..but story wise i think quite lame..haiz...think really cannot go cinema watch chinese movie de..kinda waste money de...blah blah blah~~ sunday was another boring day...stay at home stare at books...AND DIE!!!!!!!

exam is kind of very very near the corner!! this wk is wk15 and wk17 is exam!!! 1more wk!!! aRGH!!! jia you jia you!!! Harou will score A this time!!!( keep finger cross...pls pls!!)...i gonna study like a mad cow!!! after exam means holiday~~ time to go hunt out all my brudders~have not been meeting since the start of this sem...~hope they have not forgotten me..haha...

argh...1 more thing to ad....feel bad abt ytd...i made my dar cry for the first time...due to my siaoness..lolx...sry dar...sobzx...btw...ur blog going to fa mei le...haha

half yr liaoz~~^^

2005-09-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

alright it past 12am liaoz~~ haHA today is exactly half a yr i have been with dar...half a yr le..say long not long say short not short....everything seems to be just like ytd~~time really flies...how i also wish that time will stop sometimes..remain in it most perfect stage...but thats not possible la~~therefore, we must look ahead and look forward to more wonderful times to have together before all is gone~~hAha~ ask u to check out my blog, actually nothing much la..just wan to show u those pics below~~ :

dar...these are those fishermanFriend that u have given me all the while..i will always left 1 sweet uneaten...Mm..for wat ner? i also duno bah..haha...think it to remind me of all the sweet moment that u have given me..and i cant bear to eat till there is nothing left..~~

This is the card u gave me last mth..haha..i really like it alot..really really like it..the pig and the apple is so well nice~haha..i got take it out and see see everytime de lo..blah~~and i noe that u did put in ur effort to do it...was really touched by it!!

HaHA~ still remember that small small card ma? with that baby on it de...lolx still remember y u wrote that to me ma?hee~~ and that red heart u folded for me when i was sick..haha~~

hee~~this dog~haha...last time we went to eat pizza hut remember ma...we eat till hao bao hao bao wor....aRgH~! den we went to turn turn the machine and u turn out a dog for me...but i turn out 1 doramon for u lolx~ but on my second try, i got the same dog for u !!! lolx~~so qiao de...and that paper boat...dar...that was the first ever thing u have given me wor...u folded it out frm a mag de..Mm..was it cleo?! cant remember..lolx

lolx~ the box of cookies u gave me...which i suffered 2 times sore throat frm it...~~~haHA but it really very nice to eat la..and also the wallet u gave to me during my bday...which u so shen de...cover it with stars stars...dunno is u shen or i ben bah...nv see it...haiz..think is u shen bah..i cant possibily be ben de!!

jelly~~lolx hard but nice..very tender~~ first time eat jelly which is as tender as fishcake~~wAHAHAHa but i really like it..i miz it lo...dunno when den u will make again liaoz...haiz...i wait long long bah...

stars stars!! u use them to cover the wallet de...blah...haHa and i still remember u cut those thin thin strands of paper till ur finger pain~~haHa~ i like it alot! thx..thats all i have to show liaoz~~ these are all the sweetest moment u have gave me..i am looking forward for more...hope i nv dissapoint u also...happy half yr anni..i really enjoy myself with u..for more details~ look forward to the letter i will be giving u later~~laLAla~~~

long time``

2005-08-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

woA~....long time nv blog le...haiz...life is so busy...project...studies..this and that...arGH!!! going finally left 3 project to go before exam...haiz...dunno can make it or not la... nvm i will jiu you de..!!!

looking forward to this firday!! lolx~ cuz it a special day for me and dar~ wahahAHaha~ still got 4 days...lalalA~ hope before den...she wont attitude me bah....i very scare of her when she attitude me de..haiz..~~ nvm i more or less noe her pattern liaoz~ lol~ stop here bah...will blog more de~

:"EAT U!!!! WAHAHAHAHA"

pheW~

2005-08-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging for sometime...lazy to blog~ haha...

Alright just to tell u guys wat i have done in this wkend bah...ytd went to watch The Maid with dar..mM a good movie. Nice scare! haha actually nothing to be scare abt after watching the movie, cuz the moral of the story is, if u nv do bad things, ghost wont come and find u....haha aiyo...my dar keep telling me "dun scare dun scare" during the movie...i dunno howcome she will say that to me...end up she is the 1 closing her eyes and i am the 1 laughing...and she will said " u laugh wat laugh la!!! " lolx~~~ i not scare for the ghost~ i scare of her lolxxxxxxx

haHa~~and i have come to a conclusion!! my dar will sian sian after watching movie!! lolx...last time and ytd also like tat...once movie ends, she mood sian sian le...end up onli me eating lunch at the food court and she just fai dai there..haha lucky she recover after sometime, and we bought sushi and the sotong ball to the Istana Park to eat...after that we went to the macrichite resviour there to walk walk..end up rain...!! argh!! *wastedd* lolx blah!~

toDay is another boring sunday for me lo~wake up...eat...study...slack...slp....game....eat...watch tv....slack...haiz...!! exam coming soon le!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!

#%$%#$% #%#$%#$%$%#$% TO THE EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tml going to sch liaoz...hopefully projects all those stuff will be in order bah...blah~ stop here liaoz lalala~~zz

11.43pm

2005-08-17T23:45:00.001+08:00

11.43pm~~ well seems quite late to blog for the day...

just finish reading thru the biz com project~ mM not bad haha everything looks neat and nice...content wise also not bad...hope cher tml will like it bah~~blah blah blah~~
phew..today...haiz..quite sianz...cuz dar abit sian sian again~lolx...and it got me quite agitated again...haha...always i must cool down first..den think back...and den realise that i shld not be so agitated...haha...mM...nvm..learn something...in a miserable way~~

haHa now adrian is telling me abt "the maid" they got free tickets to watch it...he say till so scary...haiz... sat going to watch with my dar...hope i will not be the 1 to grab her arm bah..talking abt scary show...the last time was watch "the eye 2" with my best brudder kelvin...lolx~~i was shocked by those unexpected scences and he laughed at me..~~arGh!
nvm..this time i shld be more yong gan liaoz!!

wk 12 liaoz....just finish 2 ica~ nxt wk will have 1 more...haiz...1 more ICA...3 more projects ( biz com role play, biz environment and ECPJ ) aRGH!!! exam coming...really coming....dOOoooOOm!!! DoooOOoom!! doOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boring~

2005-08-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

mM...another usual monday...~nothing much to talk abt...1 word...S.I.A.N...surf thru the net and found this...haHa kinda interesting...and think quite true abt myself...lolx sometimes when we get to read stuff thats describle ourself so well...u will go "woW! what the heck! it soooo like me!" haha...alright...~ below those in BLUE are wat i think are true abt me...the others are for u guys to find out as i really dunno whether they are true abt me or not...cuz i onli noe myself to a certain extend...enjoy reading...if i have time~ i will create a web page and load it up as a link~ most pro after exam..~cya~

Taurus About Your Sign:

The Taurean's characteristics are solidity, practicality, extreme determination and strength of will - no one will ever drive them, but they will willingly and loyally follow a leader they trust. They are stable, balanced, conservative good, law-abiding citizens and lovers of peace, possessing all the best qualities of the bourgeoisie. As they have a sense of material values and physical possessions, respect for property and a horror of falling into debt, they will do everything in their power to maintain the security of the status quo and be somewhat hostile to change.

Mentally, they are keen-witted and practical more often than intellectual, but apt to become fixed in their opinions through their preference for following accepted and reliable patterns of experience. Their character is generally dependable, steadfast, prudent, just, firm and unshaken in the face of difficulties. Their vices arise from their virtues, going to extremes on occasion,such as sometimes being too slavish to the conventions they admire. On rare occasions a Taurean may be obstinately and exasperatingly self-righteous, unoriginal, rigid, ultraconservative, argumentative, querulous bores, stuck in a self-centered rut. They may develop a brooding resentment through nursing a series of injuries received and, whether their characters are positive or negative, they need someone to stroke their egos with a frequent, "Well Done!" Most Taureans are not this extreme though.

They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank, to which they are ordinarily excessively faithful. In the main, they are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, disliking quarreling and avoiding ill-feeling. If they are provoked, however, they can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which they seem to lose all self-control. Equally unexpected are their occasional sallies into humor and exhibitions of fun. (absolutly TRUE!!!!! pls dun try me..i dun 1 to be charge for murder 1 day...)

Although their physical appearance may belie it, they have a strong aesthetic taste, enjoying art, for which they may have a talent, beauty (recoiling from anything sordid or ugly) and music. They may have a strong, sometimes unconventional, religious faith. Allied to their taste for all things beautiful is a love for the good things of life pleasure, comfort, luxury and good food and wine and they may have to resist the temptation to over indulgence, leading to drunkenness, gross sensuality, and covetousness. (true only to a certain extend for this para)

In their work, Taureans are industrious and good craftspeople, and are not afraid of getting their hands dirty. They are reliable, practical, methodical and ambitious, within a framework of obedience to superiors. They are at their best in routine positions of trust and responsibility, where there is little need of urgency and even less risk of change, and a pension at the end. Yet they are creative and good founders of enterprises where the rewards of their productiveness come from their own work and not that of others. They can flourish in many different trades and professions: banking, architecture, building, almost any form of bureaucracy, auctioneering, farming, medicine, chemistry, industry Taureans make good managers and foremen surveying, insurance, education and, perhaps surprisingly, music and sculpture. They make an ideal trustee or guardian, and can attain eminence as a chef. Some Taureans are gifted enough in singing to become opera stars or to excel in more popular types of music. ( hopefully this para is true, but i dunno yet )

They are more than averagely amorous and sensually self-conscious, but sexually straightforward and not given to experiment(dunno wat this line means). They make constant, faithful, home loving spouses and thoughtful, kindly parents, demanding too much of neither their spouses nor children. They can be over possessive ( true, but i noe the limit) and may sometimes play the game of engineering family roles for the pleasure of making up the quarrel. If anyone offends their amour proper they can be a determined enemy, though magnanimous in forgiveness if their opponent makes an effort to meet them halfway.

No other sign in the zodiac is closer to earth then Taurus. The main objective in leading a Taurean life is primarily (though not entirely) to maintain stability and physical concerns. Your inner spiritual sense longs for earthly harmony and wholesomeness. When you fully understand this, and work toward this end, you will no longer need to blindly reassure yourself with external possessions and comforts. A realization that finding this inner peace will cause all of the above mentioned positive things will overtake you and your life will be very full.

Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated. (alright..will work towards this..)

poor day~lolx

2005-08-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

alright....mM...wat shld i say....went out with my dar today...aiyo~~she always like to count the mins she have to wait for me de.....anyway i am not late la is she too early liaoz~~not my problem~lolx! blah blah went out to bugis today...mM ate our lunch before going to the new National library and den to watch "seven swords" a nice movie, nice fight scenes~ haha but feel so poor....initially onli wanna go library den go home de...but i think too early so went suggest for a movie when my wallet onli got 13 dollars~ lolx ended we paid for our own tickets~~3 dollars left in my wallet...after the movie, went to buy the "hao pang" very nice weeee dar nxt time we go buy 10 and eat haha.....

wkend ending le..tml going to alex hsu there for tcp/ip tuiton...sian...tml is my study day...haiz...exam coming soon....really siao liaoz....it time for me to really get serious le....no more play play le....argh!!!! JIA YOU BAH!!!!!!!! soon....i will look like that guy below...

HoT wEd~

2005-08-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

phew~ just reach home frm sch...lame go sch for 1 hour onli...listen to cher go tru the ICA and go home liaoz~~ wHAHAHAH i got 3.5/10 for E-Com ICA~~lolx~~ and i am not the lowest~~ Pei shi got 3 !!! *happy* haha...anyway...haiz i could have score better de...i think too much in the paper already...got the right ans already end up go and cancel and change to a wrong one...wat the hell....haa...this shows that i nv prepare enough for the paper....nvm nxt time i shall do better...

nxt wk got 2 ica~ haiz~ hopefully the Fm paper dun falls on tuesday...keeping my finger cross...lolx cuz i wan to skip the day~~ self declare holi with my dar~ hahaha~~ this time round i wan to get A again for my Fm....been studying it since last wk...A A A!!! i wan it!!!! another ica for nxt wk is tcp/ip.....haiz...last ica study so hard for it...ended up careless mistakes killed me...this time shall not let it happen again....

Friday seems to be coming soon~~ looking forward to it...cuz can go out with dar le~~gong nu!!! haHAHAHAHa dar gonna think of where to go again...lolx or shall we go jogging? kinda lazy zzZzzzz haha dunno la...tml zai decide..u also think of where to go bah...i ANYTHING de wAHAHA relax relax...breath in breath out...phew phew...look at ke lian zhu zhu bah... stop here liaozz~~~~ sianz....so hot...still have to study...haiz...

mOnday~ a happy one~

2005-08-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

haHa..today is monday...and i am glad for this monday...not as bored as the usual mOnday cuz tml is a holiday~~national day!! haHa.... cuz i noe that i can wake up late late tml~ same as my dar...always wan to slp~~~slp slp slp~~~

Jinfan: wan to meet tml?
dar: aR hUh?! i wan to sLp la~~~

diaoz...the reply i got frm her~haha nvm...den u enjoy slacking at home bah...
mM...hee thx dar for editing my blog~ u did some change to my link session and added 2 pics~ya very sweet~ got dabetics le la...y that baby slp in the shoe de...aiyo~~how can u let our son do that...wat kind of mother u are?!! lolx~~

haHa...mM hope today i got give my dar a small surprise bah...lie to her that i wan to go shit when we are at J8 den i run up to action city to buy that cute little ke lian pig~ which looks like it is crying cuz of the big round watery eyes~very cute... lolx dar nxt time when u dun care me....remember to look at it...cuz my face will be like the pig...very ke lian...wan to cry wan to cry de..sobz.... k gonna do some biz com project and slack for the rest of the nite...tml den i study bah..... stop here liaoz~

mM..

2005-08-07T11:55:00.000+08:00

As usual, boring Sunday and not going out...been quite stress for the week..in terms of school, relationship and friends....

School=> SUX TO THE CORE.... projects projects projects....datelines are approaching and things are still undone...been stressing myself to study other modules and also handle projects at the same time....alright...i shld just carry on and stress myself...as i noe that holi is coming...hope this will motivate me bah...

Relationship=> mM...really dunno y my dar keep having moodswing lately...haiz...i admit that i am angry abt that..but, i really think i am useless....when this kind of things surface..i really dunno how to handle it....i was so angry last nite that i punched the wall while on the phone with her...i felt really bad abt it... i shldn't have done it... i shld have show her more of my understanding and allow her to be in her world of her own at that period of time...sry dar i wont do that again...

Frienz=> been neglecting all my brudders...ytd was lowliang bday...i initially thought that the celebration is cancel already, nv to expect a 6.30pm call frm PH and ask me to meet them at 7pm... it was so last min.. and i had already told my mom that i will be staying at home for dinner...as a result i have to say no to the outing...and when lowliang was online ytd, i noe he felt sadz as all of us had not met for so so long~i dropped him a bday testi in friendster and he felt so touch lolx~ i really hope that we guys can go and slack in sentosa soon~~really miz those old days that we had...so much fun and so carefree....eat, drink, chat,listen to music and suntan into a red lobster~haha....

ytd had been a bad day for me...today is a sian day for me...tml must be a BRIGHT DAY FOR ME!!!!

boring wed~

2005-08-03T15:49:00.000+08:00

phew~~just taken my O's cert...went real far to get it...sit on the mrt till wan to die liaoz...lolx..now my butt is flat de..cuz sit too long le...

anyway today is like I GO SCH FOR WAT?! lolx go there sit in lecture hall 1hour plus den dismiss liaoz..~the tut was cancel..haiz....sianzzzzZzzzz

nOthing interesting to talk abt today...just boring and i still have lots of studies and project undone...wander when den i will finish them all....mM...anyway just to mention~ my dar was being accused for being a firlt and do watever with some others guy~~"some1" actually went to tell tales abt her~!! was so pissed off for the past 2 days...pictures of me killing that "some1" keep appearing in my brain...lolx and dar was so scared of me...k la...i now ok liaoz..dun scare...hope this kind of things dun happened to u again bah....what kind of frien is that "some1"?!!! no hope already~~feel like scolding bad words again... *conTrol coNtrol*~~

i am looking forward to friday liaoz..~this wk seems to pass quite slowly~~ haiz...btw~I LOVE U DAR!!!! blah~~!

5th monTH !^^

2005-08-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

hee..today is the 5th month i have been with my dar~~wahahahhAa i finally finish making abt 300 paper hearts for her~hope she like it bah...haha she did a wonderful card for me...very cute...very nice...very special~still got ownself bar code at the back the hahA was impress by what she can do...now den i realise she so li hai de~~~lolx~ blah~~felt really kai xin by wat she had done for me...hope it is not the last time she do things for me bah lolx i look forward for more WAHHAHAHA

alright...boring tuesday today...lecture lecture...haHa whole class run the nite lecture...onli hs and alex are left there...so ke lianz...but no choice ma..i really dun understand what lecturer is talking abt...sit there chit chat with frienz might as well go back home and do something more efficient right?...blah~~ thats y i am home now blogging~~loLxxx...

tml have to go beuna vista with adrian aka fang shu tou...have to collect our O'lvl cert...my B4 is waiting for me there for a long time liaoz...they say if i dun go get it...they gonna burn it~~ so must go take lo...

haiz...6 more weeks later exam is gonna start...die...i am lagging behind liaoz...somemore got so mani project to do....how how HOW~!!!!! die la....must really really really stop gaming le!!! i need some1 to control me!!!! ~~~dar~~~~~can u motivate me to study? lolx....blah...sianz lo...haiz..TEP no need exam and study de...so shuang....ok la...i must admit that it boring there la...but something good is that u dun really have stress right...haiz...in school time...not mani chance will get to go sch without stress de lo...so u also hao hao de enjoy it bah...nxt sem u will be like me liaoz~~~ blah...stop here liaoz.....sadz...go study...haiz....

bOring sunday...

2005-07-31T15:18:00.000+08:00

argh~!!! it sunday!! and i am not hanging out~!!! aNd i hAve to dO projects!!!! and the weather is HoT!!!! and i AM hungry!!!

tml monday...sch starts again...holi so short...sadz~

haiz..so sian...project project project....2 leader stressing me...and stanly gave me a incomplete work...how can i sum it up when all the data are not there....~~ their problems become my problems..AND I HATE PPL WHO MAKE THEIR PROBLEM MY PROBLEM!!! !!#$%#^#$%..... now i have to wait for stanly and matt to send me their data before i can start my part...kaoz~tml must submit that bloody project...and wei kiat wans me to send him biz com project tml nite...wa kaoz~ i go die la... bie guys~~

aNother post in the day

2005-07-30T11:03:00.000+08:00

alright here is another post for today, mM a quiz i took thru bryan blog, kinda of like noe myself better. mM wat it says abt me is quite true in some sense... here u go :

Get to know yourself better-http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

holi ending..

2005-07-30T10:30:00.000+08:00

laLAla~~~sat le...holiday ending liaoz...sadz..din actually did wat i wanna do in the holiday...school start also mean stress liaoz...wk 10..project submition date coming...nvm...at least there is something to work me...if not i will slack..STRESS IS GOOD!!!!! we grow up in stress and become stronger! blaH~

ytd went to eat pizza hut with dar....kaoz..~ we both so weak de...eat one two slice of pizza cannot make it liaoz...ended up must force them down our throat~ lolx..the cushion chair of pizza hut so nice...nearly fall asleep there after eating..haHa...ytd and thursday really not my day lo...suay suay suay...haiz...dunno y like tat lo~think do too much sin liaoz haha...nvm gooD days are sure to come after suay days haha....

just realise that my blog skin those not support chinese language...wan to post chinese words stuff also cannot...mM...think i must try to solve this...

suddenly realise that i have been neglecting myself for a long time...i treat myself very badly...i wan to love myself also...dun let myself be hurt or watever...learn to be strong...overcome any obstacles and grow up in them...BRAND NEW DAY!!! jia you!

wed le...sianz

2005-07-27T11:47:00.001+08:00

Wed liaoz...almost the half of holiday is gone...so fast de...have to make full use of the remaining days...cant waste them... lots of work have to be done...

alright ytd went to bbq at aLex hsu...lolx go to see ppl drench in water~~wahHAHHAHa so fun lolx...haiz..went late...little food foR me haha nvm it ok~ who ask me to be late haha...took a bloody long bus ride home...reach home at abt 11.45pm cuz dear called me and i talk to her at my hsu downstair...so tired reach home went to slp straight le...

brand new day today.. mM..but dunno y dear like sian sian de again...haiz...think she not enough slp and due to her ica today bah....really hope that she can do well..dear tonite go slp early bah...very scare of u...

alright stop here liaoz...gonna look for food...

sianz la...

2005-07-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

wa...sian la...sian la..sian la....9am in the morning and i am siting in the stupid lab....alone....just now still got 1 mei mei...sobx...y she go off so fast...no motivation liaoz...lolx jk jk...haiz....just read thru the FM project handout....sooOoooOOoo tOugh!!!! die la...die la....haiz...so tough how to do....si le...feeling so sleepy now...haha slp 4 hours ytd nite onli...si le si le...nvm..at least there is something i can look forward to...that is to meet my dear at 6pm...mM...9 more hours to go...~~~~i can really slowly wait liaoz....haha....sianz later must see alex face wahahaha see le jiu sianz...he leader again..dunno wat stunt he will do again...hope dun last min work this time...blah~~stop here liaoz cya...be back to blog during the nite....mM..see how first haHa...jia you jia you...!! btw..dear remember to learn ur ICA...dun slack there hor...miz ya

holi started...

2005-07-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

aLright...sat today..just back home from movie with my dear...went to watch wetdream2...mM...quite lame...lolx..ytd went to watch The Island with my best bro and it rawks...very nice movie..go watch it..u will sure to like it...wee^^ dear bought a shirt for me today...haha...a nice shirt i think..sister say i look good in it~haHa seldom hear this from her...

Holiday has started...monday must do project...sianz...so i stated earlier..project holiday...haiz...the only good thing is i dun have to see boring lecturer and tutors bah...haha...i must make full use of this holiday...cant slack...cuz i wan to slack during school time haha... just now, while lying on the bed fa dai-ing... suddenly realise that i dun have any short term goals in mind...mM...manage to come out with some... here are they: make my face better( this always seems to be a goal... ), get better grades, save up an amt of money mM cant think of any already... long terms goal jiu got quite a lot... i am trying my best to achieve them!

alright stop here...go eat dinner liaoz

2005-07-21T11:12:00.000+08:00

CoNvErSE sneakers raWks!!!!

wee ^^ dismiss early today again...haiz...a bad thing actually...cuz no deliver for the project...die..nxt wk jiu holiday liaoz....but...so mani projects!!! ECPJ...biz com....FM....sian la...project holiday....nvm..can slp longer den usual can already...mM..think still will go sch eat breakfast with some1 bah haha...

Tml morning tut is cancel...damn...cant eat breakfast with my da tou wa wa le...lolx...haiz..gt bbq in the nite also...3 guYs.... i very ~~S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.E de lo~~~ lolx...joking de...hope u will enjoy urself also...u happy i also happy de... so play hard bah....looking forward to sat...mM....actually wet dreams 2 also not that nice bah...lets watch red candy lolx ( just read ur blog bLah blAh~) actually watch anything also can de...as long as with u jiu ok le haha... eeeEEee

hAiz..recently slp quite late...ytd slp at 1am+...sianz...not good for my face...mM...hee nvm it will soon be over~~WAHAHAHAHAHha!!! ok la i nothing to "day" liaoz...if got more things to "day" will come back and write de...

yawn...tuesday morning..

2005-07-19T09:02:00.000+08:00

yawn..~tuesday morning...so nice to slp last nite....rain rain rain...cold cold....freeze....shiok...lolx....haiz...howcome the day pass so fast...tuesday liaoz....very soon will be the wkend...how i wish the day wont past so fast...mM...but cant do shit abt it la....

ytd just took biz com ICA...dunno will scew it up or not...think there is something wrong abt my sentence structure...nvm shall not think abt it...nxt wk it holiday liaoz....looking forward to it....ops....some1 dun have it...lolx...dun jealous la....the world is very de unfair de lo~~haHaha...
Nxt wk holiday is not a break for me bah....i really need some catching up on all my module...especially FM, DBMS and TCP/IP...oH...and also project....aRGH!!!!!!!
Just remember that some1 got scolded by some mad woman ytd...lolx i seriosuly think that the woman is mad....ASK HER GO DIE!!!haha

Sianz...today gonna be lecture all over....damn boring...hope some1 bring his laptop there...so i can play play during lecture....haiz...brand new day....sobzx.....brand new day...!!!~~~

sTupid NDp..

2005-07-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday~~~just reached home...been out with dear since the early afternoon....phew...lots of walking today...due to the stupid NDP!!! Initially wanna go to marina square for lunch...took bus 162 thiniking the journey will be quite smooth...ended up stupid road blocks force the bus dunno turn here turn there turn to sheaton way...tried to walk to marina square frm there....but dunno how....ended up have to take "240" lolx and she dunno wat it means..haha it TAXI!!! haiz...no point taking that taxi also...cuz it also cant go in...so have to alight quite far away frm marina and walk all the way towards xplanade den reach....went to eat yuki n yaki for lunch....lolx i eat so much pork sooooooo shiokkkkk wahhahahahahaha~~somemore got some1 to peel prawn shell for me haha ( prawn always taste better when u no need to dirty ur own hand lolx ) but i also got peel for her la...haha....finish eating at abt 4pm...walk walk abit jiu went home liaoz....I AM NOT A BIAN TAI!!!! IT MY BROTHER THAT IS 1 !!! ( those who dun understand this sentence pls do not ask me lolx ) stop here liaoz...blAh blaH bLaH~~~ yawn...leg pain le... oUch! it hurts....

bLah blaH blah~~

2005-07-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

wed today liaoz...so fast...half the wk is gone~~ blah~~ today went for that dota trail...lolx ended up must que somemore...now dunno when den the in charge will call us up for the match..just wait bah...~~a hot day today...haiz...today presentation...like abit cannot make it...if i am the cher...i sure fail myself...nxt time i shall not do last min work...look at other teams make me depress onli...~~nvm..this is a point to note and i shall not do it again....

mM...lolx dear got backstab by ppl today...haiz..backstaber...nvm la apple...in this world, all these will happen de...u backstab me i backstab u...just to pull ppl down so that u will be the 1 outstanding...this is how ppl climb their way towards the top...ya..they will not have frienz all watever..but u think the cher care? the cher will onli think that she is real good...which she has successfully do wat she wanna do...lolx these ppl are so call the bAd guys in the world bah...dun care her...she may have acheive wat she wan...but she lose something else..that is the friendship she have with u guys...

haiz...really miss all my brudders....been a long time nv meet them liaoz...especially julian...mM..wat shld i say abt him...he is 1 of my best best brudder and also my mentor in a sense bah...met him during primary 2...where we are really boi boi ( pri 2 then is call boi hor apple!! ) not that close initially...slowly slowly get more into 1 another...but...1 think is...this guy...he cheated my collectibles of metal swords( those tiny swords u get when u buy comics soemtimes ) for a deck of bloody cards!!! i will nv forget this.... and becuz of u...i must kana a few strokes of cane during primary 4...<===REMEMBER FOR LIFE!! U OWE ME!!!! haha k...dun say bad things abt u already....mM...thinking of wat u told me abt being jealous abt things and so on... i really appreciate ur words...in telling me that...

"we shall not be jealous abt something when a guys treat ur gf good and seems close to her or wat so ever...if we feel jealous abt this kind of things...we are actually treating our gf as an object...which we think they belong to us...a person with his/her own thinking is impossible to be urs! cuz they got their own thinking and mindset....if we respect our gf..we shld not be jealous...learn to have trust and faith in them....and also relax...wat u see or think may not be wat it seems to be..."

yea this was wat he told me...and i somehow seems to really understand this...whenever i start to feel jealous or watever...i will think of wat he told me...and i will clam down...instead of getting agitated...i also have faith and trust in my gf...i trust that she wont do anything that will dissapoint me....it not easy for us to get together till this stage...so many things are hindering us...but of cuz i would like to see us last 4ever...so...lets be happy when together bah~~ haHahaHahaHAHAH MY ICECREAM!!!!!!! GIVE IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wa kaoz...i type so long liaoz ar? seems to be the longest i have blog so far....tml is thursday...sianz friday got biz environment ICA...haiz...nvm...it will be over soon...sat is coming...another day out with TA TOU LING!!! WAHAHHAHA....alright...sry for calling u that...lolx blAH~!!!!

coLd...

2005-07-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

10.40pm...i am abit speechless...my mind is abit empty now...dunno wat to say...today is another stupid day for me...went for lesson initially gonna dismiss at 5pm..end up discuss grp members for Fm till 5.30pm...went back home..rest abit..eat my dinner...start reading up on my FM and e-commerce lecture notes..while waiting for her to sms me...she went out with her best frienz today..thought that she will be happy....finally..her sms came..so happy to see it as i have been waiting for it...but..she sounded so sian de...alright i can understand that today have been a long and tired day for her...presentation in the day...somemore last nite slp for abt 6 hours onli...den still have to go out for dinner...but she started to treat me coldly again...which i cant understand y...i keep asking myself.. " did i say anything wrong? did i do anything wrong again?" i just cant think of any...wanna cheer her up by singing a song to her...went to listen to the song i wanna sing to her for many many times...cuz hope that i can sing it nicely to her and also hopefully that she will like it....wat i get in the end?..."....hao la....i am going 2 slp..Gd nite" ..i am speechless....nvm...it alright...tml gonna be better...i am also going to slp...sleeping is a good choice to stop feeling anything...gd nite..

displine on myself

2005-07-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

1155pm now...sunday...so sian de....today went to temple early in the morning with family...after that jiu went home to slack and do report...sleepy sunday again...lolx sunday always is sleepy for me i also dunno y.... mM thought for awhile abt wat i gonna to do to myself...suddenly realise that i have been quite slack since the day sch started this term....i gonna make changes to myself...

In terms of money wise and also my studies...and last but not least my diet.. i gonna try to spend less den 3 dollars a day for food...think i gonna eat my way to the poverty cycle if i continue my way of snacking in between breaks...gonna save more money...get myself more decent looking clothes..haha i also wanna look good...mM...studies wise...i gonna restrict myself to onli play games during the wkend...not gonna touch games in the wk days anymore....it is really time consuming....1 round of game=1hour... so much time wasted.. can use the time to study instead...gain more knowledge...be a useful person lolx....diet wise...gonna eat more and more vege and fruits...if possible not gonna touch any meat when i am outside...i try ok? maybe try to change all those stated above slowly...it gonna be tough...but i believe that i can do it!!!! cuz i got my motivation! hee....^^ haiz...

Tml 8am lesson...think of it jiu sian liaoz....brand new day...brand new wk....but as usual...time flies...very fast the wk will be over....how i wish time will pass less slowly...then things will not change so fast...then the journey will be longer....perhaps dun even end it....but i noe it is not possible...haiz...nvm...i will learn how to grow up thru these...weeeeeeee~~~ gonna slp liaoz....dear coming to pick me up tml....cant wait to see her...so must faster go slp...tml wake up jiu can see her le......yawn...ZzzzZzzzzZZzzzzz

mOney...mM..impt?

2005-07-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

I am now recalling what lowliang( 1 of my best brudder ) told me last week... mM..he seems to think money is a very important thing in life..which was what i thought so in the past, but not now... ya..i agree with him that money is important, and without money..u can be a miserable person...but.. look~ what are those things u cant even achieve with money...a list to let u see

love => dun tell me money can buy love..thats crap..
friendship=> if u got friendsz just becuz u got money..thats the end of u~
values of life=> something very impt and u cant get it with money!
U may be happy to be rich..but can u be xin fu? this is a realistic world..when u get rich/successful some1 near u sure to get jealous and envy..and when thats happen..things may change..nOt abt what they will do to u..but is what u will think abt them...they may be as good to u now as the past...but? u will think that they are out to get ur money! wat will happen after this? trust between ur frienz and u will start to be broken...

alright..pls feel free to comment abt wat i said above in my tagbox..i welcome all comments and critics lolx!!

So..what if i will to be real rich...what will i do? this is another question that lowliang ask me...my ans is simple... " share my wealth with ppl that need it...donation to charity organsations"...i can immediately guess what he will say next : " see! u need money again right?! so..this world can do without money!" Of cuz this world cant do without money...but..i have not finish my sentence..thats is provided when i am rich...if i not not wealthy and cant make any huge donation..i will do it the physical way! gO help those that need helps using my own hand and will power! in this way, u make them happy and u urself will feel happy too! the joy u felt when u make some1 happy is not normal joy.. it a special happy feeling! try it..u will noe someday...

ok..enough of things i say..went out with dA toU ling today...watch "alot like love" mM..2.5 stars out of 5 stars bah haha...dunno wat else to comments on it..but quite a nice movie also..no bad points abt this show...hEe..feel happy to be with her today.. althought both of us seems real tired...lolx..9.15am jiu meet liaoz..went around orchard in bus 111~ lame hHA but i enjoyed it..thx applE~! hope ur uncle nv see us also...if he sees us....GOOD!!! lolx~~ hao bah stop here liaoz..~

my Face is SOooo hot now!!

2005-07-07T18:48:00.000+08:00

Argh.. as like the tittle..my face is very hot..dunno y...die la...think play tennis play too hard liaoz...lolx...must drink alot alot of water...cant afford to fall sick again...falling sick is a very xin ku issue...so every1 must stay healthy and coOl!!

Alright, today played tennis with Adrian (aka uncle fang shu), Huishan, Peishi and Bryan...stoopid Bryan....late for 1 hour...!!!#$%^#$^#$% lolx.. anyway the tennis session was fun even though Huishan and Peishi....made me run all over the court to catch their "superball" soooooo prooooo man~~~~~~!!!! lolx haha i am not that good anyway so i shall not elaborate further on their skill liaoz... think i am falling in love for tennis..~~ wee ^^ finally some other sports that can catch my atttention other den basketball and gyming le...

Dear drove me back home lo... lolx hungry apple~~~ haiz.. think i pass my food craving and sleeping virus to her liaoz...everyday tell me she wan to slp~~ oink la! always at there yawn yawn yawn in her sms lolx~ see liaoz hao xiang xiao....cuz can imagine her big face at there sleepy sleepy de~~~~ DA TOU LING!!!!!!! lolx.... hao bah.. stop here le...looking forward to meet u tml for breakfast and going out in the evening wor....muacksz~

weee ^^ no school...MUAHAHHAAHAHA

2005-07-06T09:14:00.001+08:00

hAha.. no school today..sooooooo shiokkkkk lolx and some1 is jealous abt it..lolx....haiz...no school doesn't means no need to study...sianz... below will be wat i wanna finish doing by today...

E-Commerce ( read thru all lect slides to date )=>2hour max
Financial management ( read thru last 2 lect and understand them )=>3hour max
Data base management system ( read thru last 2 lect and understand them )=>1.5hour max
Business environment ( OMG NXT WK ICA!!! CHAPTER 1-4!!!! )=>3hour max
TCP/IP networking ( if possible will study this )

Haizzzzzzz.........see i got so mani things to study lo...lucky nv agree to go to Sentosa...if not i will be behind track for all module...hope can finish all these by 6pm..so that i can at least enjoy the feeling of without sch ( SLACK ) in the nite..lolx... jia you jia you!!!!! be back to blog in the nitex...gonna go get my daily coffee and breakfast!!~~weeee ^^

2005-07-06T09:14:00.000+08:00

coOl~~

a hoT and slack day...

2005-07-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

Phew..tuesday le....mM...wat i did today ner...? waken up by my dear at 8.30am...talk to her awhile before she went to work...slept wanna 9am... wake up online...eat breakfast...
Went to BK at novena...thought they sell burgers in the morning..ended up dun hab...lolx dear cant eat the mushroom swiss burger...

went straight to sch to pei her for lunch....lecture time...forgot to bring my lecture slides!! argh...have to keep staring at the screen...stare till my eyes wanna close... an hour of lect finally finish...went to eat lunch...after eating saw my dear when walking to lect hall wEEeeee!! hee... so happy...haha... talk talk awhile then go lect...damn sianz...lucky got dear to msg with me..if not sure fall asleep...4pm lect is cancel...went home after the FM lect...

slack till now lo....mM...wander y my dear haven msg me or wat...since she say going to eat dinner till now nv contact...lolx.. maybe eat too much now oink oink oink liaoz..~~ wahHAHAHAH mu zhu!!! stop here bah..

alRight..mOnday..

2005-07-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been hell for me...pure hell...y i say that it hell?..mM..i shldn't elaborate further...since it already over...

Monday again...sianz..took my tcp/ip ICA..glad that i noe how to do all the questions...thx to alex..if not for him..think i will be too sian to study..let say even passing the paper today...my dear is back with me...feel so happy...today sch ended at 5pm..argh..i nv pay attention to the FM tut last friday..thats y dunno today the tut is cancel...haiz..waited 1 hour for my dear...and thx to XIAO LU AND HWEE TING!!!! keep forcing me to treat them drinks~~ argh~~~y am i always so soft hearted...i shall be mean!!

6pm...met my dear..truely enjoy the bus ride with her..as usual..went to marichite resviour...( ar..dunno how to spell ) back here at home and blogging now...a long wk ahead..tuesday..wed...thursday..friday..sianz...hopefully..there is a great saturday to look forward to..mM..initial D?...i see how first bah...lolx..stop here le...think blog more tml bah...quite tired now..haHa..

2005-07-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

Enjoy the nature...

bAck to BloG...

2005-06-30T19:07:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK TO BLOG!!!! ya ya...i noe that i have neglect my last blog and u guys keep rattering me to update it and watsoever...as a result..i delete that entire blog...and i created a new 1...mM..a simple 1 this time...simple and nice to me..not gonna let in the past...make my whole blog so colourful..and perhaps not many of u will get to see this blog of mine, as i am gonna release it to those who are close to me..If u this now..den u must be some1 that is close to me!

Aright back frm sch..my dear drove me home today..so sheg..project rushing the whole day...phew..finally get it done..tml gonna present it..haiz..every week there will be 1 presentation..so sianz..!! nvm..think i can do it de..been a long day today...8am all the way to 4pm and project to the end of the day..today my dear seems moody..think cuz of her work place bah..there quite sianz..but dear..if u sian u can msg me de..i will pei u thru ur boring day de...really sry abt last nite i sound so sianz..cuz sometimes i also dunno wat i wan...mM..i dunno how to xplain this..maybe u will noe soon bah...

Tml is friday and there is DBMS ICA!!!! ARGH!!!!...sat is coming soon...gonna think where to go on sat le...cuz my lazy dear always dun 1 to think de...haiz..poor me.. ( joking..) hee...i cant wait to go out with u on satz... think i stop here... be back to blog soon